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ろくお 石田 (旗 の 心)

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  1. Well guys I went back over an hour ago, now tell them what happened with some level of detail:

    I was late to arrive and other problems delayed me almost 20 minutes to find a meeting place. good was weird being in a maid cafe, seriously with presentation and everything, I sat at an empty table and I waited a while. as he arrived, one of the employees approached me and started a small conversation, I told him I was waiting for someone who was to invite me here and told him I was not quite used to this kind of places and also on a date, as expected Drink several chamomile tea (he was good, drink tea relaxes me a lot), just in case I had a little card with my name so she knew it was me (the point is that we never saw and this would be the first time to meet me in person), I take time to arrive, what good is that if it was a girl, when I come greet us and we shook hands and started talking, well I was pretty good in the conversation, she at one point I said the feelings you had for me, but I had to be honest it was not looking for anything beyond a friendship that was asexual, but I told her we could still be friends and she was a great girl, very lively, with a great confidence in herself, and I hope you find your "soul mate" (an expression that is used, right?) and 

    and I hope we can be friends, I thought that would take it well, unfortunately it was not so, but not very serious, he thanked me for being honest and then pay the bill and pay for her to go home and said he would think about what I said and I would consider it later as it was not an appropriate, well when I said goodbye and thanked for the service (the place was not bad, good service and very creative i must admit), then you buy something to do at home and take a taxi back to my home, and while writing this took you, well honestly is the seventeenth while rejecting me but I'm used to that, I do not get really upset about that and I am optimistic, but I'll see after passing, thanks guys for advice and for the support.

    Sorry for the english (not sure if I'm wrong a lot to write, but hey, I'm getting better).

    Thank you for reading.

  2. best advice i can give u as someone who is married , 

     

    Be Yourself, dont be rigid & try to put yourself as someone else or as the person u think she wants u to be , & if she invited u, offer to pay, but give her a chance to, if shes as sensitive as u say she is ( like my wife was & still kind of is) she might be insulted if u just come out & be like i got this ,but just talk to her,how u have online ( i met my wife in yahoo metal/punk Chatroom 6 years ago) ... after a few months of talking we met in person,were married a few months later & have two kids now , so ...........it sounds cheasy , But just be u, which is the person she likes 

    Thanks Bratos. ; )

    That's ridiculous, a gentleman always pays!

    as I said before, I never had a date, besides that I never thought would happen, but there are several problems, but I'll see how it goes.

     

    then I tell them how was it. still a half hour from now.

  3. Well, I will be brief and honest, I have a date with a girl tomorrow, speak more than a month, she found me in gmail, and in my gmail I have my current (where I currently live) location and we have been talking about, well she puts topics as some know I can not talk, even in chat.

    The point is not so much about dating, but I guess I should behave well that's obvious and pay the bill, and also it was she who invited me, I was not that the invite.

    a bit about her:


    -23 Years (three years older than me)
    -Otaku
    -Gamer
    -Cosplayer
    -She is quite sensitive to various aspects that I noticed.

    and will be in place that never in my life thought something like this would happen.

    A Maid Cafe

    I need are some tips from you, if I could help it.¿is a little weird to do a post about this, do not you think ?.

    Appreciate the help : ) 

    this is something embarrassing for me,only a bit.

    I will tell you how it came after the date.

  4. Hello. I am not a very good person but I believe that this will help you and even give you new meaning to life in this world which may help you to achieve true peace and happiness. Your story is not unusual as there are many who were in your situation and suffered the same things. Please try and understand this and see if it makes sense to you. I believe depression comes from the heart and the true cure that doesn't mask it away is this way of life that has helped millions to achieve true freedom from their own situations that make them unhappy.

     

    http://www.biblica.com/uploads/pdf-files/bibles/japanese/nt/bible-japanese-matthew.pdf

    http://www.biblica.com/en-us/bible/bible-versions/japanese-living-bible/

    English version

    https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Matthew+1&version=KJV

     

    I was not worthy but maybe you are and maybe you can!

     

    I wish you well!

     

    Thanks AxSeeker.

    I see...

    im so sorry for your lost   :-(

    I didn't know you lost someone very close to you. and i see its been effecting you for awhile.

    I remember times when I lost a bunch of family members when I was a kid growing up. Some I lost to senseless violence, most to Sickness/Illnesses on an unexpected notice.

    I also lost good friends as well that I was close to and I didn't get the chance to say goodbye to them.

    Life can be cruel like that but i can't let it effect me on continuing my life and I know its heartbreaking but i won't give up. I be honest I'm too a solitary type guy considering I don't have alot of friends myself (why I hang-out in MFFA and a daily bases). Doe I know one day i will find a companion that will understand/respect who I'm even when I start getting real old.

    You are a strong person Mimizuku and I know you will keep the promise your friend wants. You also have a strong mind so I know you will succeed in your Career and have a good life ahead of you. :-)

     

    I Gonna try : ) and thanks Galvatron.

    DID? Is that Dissociative Identity  Disorder?

     

    Btw I am a little confused did he commit suicide or was he killed in the Earthquake? Either way, I am sorry for your loss

    btw Nice post

    Yes,The worst are the Secondary problems that brings.

    It was not the earthquake itself, but what came after that, the tsunami, it informed me that a friend of hers in the mail, that was the worst, but the last message you sent me, I was aware of this tragedy in Japan.

    and thanks Egnaro.

    It is unfortunate that you lost your best friend. First or last the way you speak of them, you highly appreciated them.

    How one that about your sentence bothers me a bit you keep saying her, then hes. but your talking about 1 person right? the first line confused me.

    "she was a very intelligent young man"

    Sorry Ryon,even miss me improve my English, that happens when I use the translator for some parts of the text. And Thanks for the Support.

     

    At least you knew him, and you can keep those memories, I never saw my father, he could be dead, alive, anywhere. I heard my mom said my father didn't even want to meet me, that's heartbreaking when your own father never loved you. It's horrible to see people passing away, but after all this, I hope you have a bright and healthy future Mimi, and try to reminisce on the good memories of your friend, he may not be with you, but remember the positive memories, as those will last a lifetime, have a wonderful day now. You remind me of when I almost died, even though I never saw my true father.

    Thanks and im sorry about your father, that kind of tragedy is remembered to me, but not so the only one who remembers a tragedy from someone else., be strong SSBK65✯ ; )

     

    it was really hard to say everything, I forced a lot, but it was something I wanted to say in mine introduction, but here it is, thank you very much for understanding and support from several members. ; )

    Some last things for all who read or read this post.

    Thank you for your words also thanks to those who read this.

    -When passing through a difficult time, receive the support they give, no matter if it's at the wrong time, it is better to receive it rather than reject it, even if a person is better than nothing.

    and the last, only one person knows, I can only tell them with little details, recivi a bittersweet news that I reminded her other very good news, then perhaps tell.

  5. Meh, not worth it...

    If you do not like, do not tell and keep the comments for yourself.

    Anyone who shits on a release without providing some kind of constructive criticism as to why you feel that way is subject to an infraction point. Don't do this. That includes you, TMC55 (I know you're only trying to help but to be frank, you're only making the situation worse).

    even if you have reason ricepigeon, you should use a more appropriate tone and not use vulgar words, and remember "a moderator maintains a cordial and pleasant environment for all its users."

    I hope you do not take it wrong.

     

  6. Im Damien, i have 20 years old, study of computer programming and structured wiring,Im very quiet, peaceful,I am very reserved and Im asexual, but that does not affect me at all, although I have my "personal problems" If you understand me, largely solitary and not very expressive in several ways, but in general I am sociable if you take seriously enough for a conversation. I only had a friendship in my life,just this year I went back to chat, 4 years away without being in any chat.

    I Have DID, Deppresion,problem of stress and a Sleep problem and on rare occasions I can be very aggressive because I am a very patient and tolerant person.

    A Information about my first friend:

    well, she was a very intelligent young man, but not sociable, his childhood was very hard and that caused much damage to his mind. basically was only child and her parents discutian much, until her daughter had errors, even the small punished it physically, also looked and I listened to his parents, at one point, hardly anyone will step stripe (not is who was), but neighbors called police and her parents took to jail and she in police custody to give you another home , his new family if he gave him affection, acceptance, they were kind but the damage was done, was lucky if he just spoke to them, even had therapy and didn't work (but even if she faked that he had operated to do so) basically lied what felt towards them, but she not hated them but rather that day caused you great mistrust to all those who spoke to him. She left the House in 2010, she met in 2005, although it was that spoke to me, was rather odd for me, even if it was a great person, although their behavior came to extremes rare and dangerous to herself, but I do not judge it, I'm not very sane, but it is very common.


    She lived in yokohomo, Japan, he was only 20 years old when died, was in the earthquake and tsunami in 2011

    His last message:

    "Sorry if I have to leave, even knew this would come a day, do not be sad with my game, but it's something that will not forgive me but it's something I've waited a long, I did find happiness and joy where there was only darkness and pain , I see that there is a person destined to be your friend no matter who you are and how you are, always will until the day leaving for a better place, please do not cry because it will cry too and that's an emotion that I never taste, bye Damien, maybe someday meet again, but I want you to promise me not to make the same mistake of mine, if I see you in advance I'll get sad, you made the life more wretched than it will always find the peace and happiness as a person, you gave me daylight in my life, you made the misery disappear, and you never forget what you did for me goodbye and I hope your life is prosperous and happy..."

    It was she who began to speak, but believe it or not going to reject his friendship at first but gave it a try and did not know it was my first and my best friend in my life.

    Her death, my depression worsened although it was not his intention and was aware that she would end her life.

    although stranger every day and thank you for what you did for me although she also, she made me feel different before who knew and she is a very important reason why I'm still alive and fulfill the promises I made to her.

    I just hope your understanding and all that he read is true and only a few people knew about it, do not feel shame not look for that, as I said just looking compression and'm being honest with you whether Guest and Members / Moderators / Authors / Editors / Admins.

    Sorry for the English you know that I must improve.

    Thanks for Reading.

  7. It cool Mimizuki :-)

    That one thing I like about ZUN when he makes characters that represent about todays traditions and past cultures which it brings about how these Touhou characters are.

    Of all the new girls it seems like Clownpiece is going to be the main attraction considering the name of her theme and the dress she wears does represent USA. Also the fact she supposed to be a Jester/clown makes you know she is going to one of those mischief type character. :goodmood:

    True, but...

    You know, some people might be offended in any way or to be taken to heart crownpiece for some reasons or they take it as that USA are Jesters/buffoons/Clowns,etc. or something like that. Since there are people too sensitive, I hope that does not happen. In my honest opinion that character taken as an indirect kind of mockery or ridicule would very foolish. (in my opinion, that does not say others).

    Well , see you later/we talk later them.

  8. I didnt Know it they had already learned that the game had already been revealed TH 15.

    by the way I knew the rarest character would appear so far (in my opinion,but did not know it was that way.) 4th boss. A one winged girl, nobody expected that.

    but i did but who would know that there would be a character representing the USA ??? O_o

    (Seriously, Kishin sagume and Clownpiece they will make memes, a lot i guess)

    In my honest opinion the game was very good (as always), always a challenging game (In Lunatic difficult or course : P), but I think this "fallin 'in characters (just a little bit in the last 3 games) nothing serious (for now), there will be an even more unusual character that Kishin sagume ?, maybe yes, maybe not, but that does not matter, I hope Oota Jun ya create more games  ^_^ , Touhou is my second favorite game, the first Mugen of couse ^_^.

    In September 15 will be my 15th year playing mugen and Touhou in 4 of October will be my 14th year playing this great game of Doujin/Hell Shooter/Fighting Game . ^.^.

    Sorry for some bad English on my part (again). ; )

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